Hola family!
It's so crazy how fast the weeks start going here. I always forget everything that happens so I'm forced to like read back through my journal and notes I take just to write this email. It all smashes together so much.
Well, as for me and my struggles personally with my mom and dad stuff, it's gotten a bit better. I don't struggle as much but it still comes up in my mind.
My two things are 1) I'm not here for myself. Inevitably I will have an amazing experience and will learn and see so much, but even if I didn't I'd still be here. Literally, I'm not here for myself at all. I am here for the Lord and for the people. 2) I know that Satan does not want this great work to advance. He doesn't want people to have the love of Christ in their lives or the restored Gospel. I know that's why it gets so hard sometimes and he knows where to get me down. I know that is just even more proof of me needing to be here. Even if I can bring just one person to know what I have come to know, just one, I will be so happy. I also know that I will never see the fruits of my labor here. I will never know how many lives I can change or how many I can help throughout the generations. All I want is just one person to help.
You my family are the bomb, though. I love you so much and think about you all the time.
This week a new district came into our zone. It was sad to say goodbye to the old ones because they were such examples to me, but my companion and I got to lead the new district around and show them the ropes and just talk with them and help them any way we could. We still are. It really is so cool. I like stuff like that. You know that. This district is all going stateside but our whole zone is Spanish speaking, so they are too. They all seem really cool. Also, does Brad come in next week? Said goodbye to Spencer last monday, too. He's going to do great.
I haven't gotten this other SD card with the stuff on it yet, but I did get the package with food and THANK YOU SO MUCH. I took a picture with all of it so once I get this other SD card back, I will send you this one. Lot's of pictures on it, though!
Spanish is coming along pretty well. I try to only speak in Spanish these days and for the most part I do okay. A lot of room to improve though, obviously.
Paula has wrote me some pretty long letters and stuff so that's been really cool. I'm going to write that back today. Also, tell Granny that she is the best!
It's cool because no matter how monotonous everything I do here gets or how often I teach and learn, I constantly learn new things. Every single day it's like having my eyes opened so much. It is crazy. I'm telling you, I'm going to like come back as a man and stuff. Weird, right?
We've got another district leaving from our zone today, in like an hour and a half actually so my companion and I have to...Get to do the checkouts for them. They are the funniest Elders I have ever met so it will also be sad to see them go. They are all going to Paraguay Acension North.
Also UD, there are a bunch of Elders from my zone leaving to the MTC in the DR this week! Just a fun fact.
I've had like this kind of problem with headaches lately, too. Which is weird because I drink more water here than I ever have, but I don't know. It's not like a big deal, but you know.
Right now in our zone, there is only one district that has a week on us, so we are the second oldest. It's funny because as soon as that clicked, our district and the oldest district really stepped up our game to be examples. It's so cool to be around all these Elders and Sisters who want to be the best they can be and are so responsible.
I get a lot of letters and support, though, which is really good. I get more than anyone in my district! Not to brag or anything. Also, that is not an incentive not to write me! I seriously LOVE getting mail.
Uncle Dan, I know you're like super busy and stuff, but if you ever want to write me a letter in Spanish, I would not complain! I'm trying to learn as much as I can and I know you're like a Spanish pro and stuff so, you know. But it's okay either way.
I got those shots this week so my arms were like dead for three days so that was awesome. My face is DISGUSTING but I guess it's cool because I'm at the MTC so who cares. I really think that the stresses here make it worse, but you know, not a big concern right there. My hair is getting longer.
I'm trying to think what else I could tell about but I really don't know! It's all the same. If there's anything you want to know specifically, definitely ask me! I'll try to remember to answer it.
Oh, I really have no idea if I will ever be able to watch this, but if you could I would be totally down with receiving a Reflections of Christ DVD and/or soundtrack (if that exists)! I think about that all the time, so you know. I could like show it to our district and stuff. I seriously love that. Anyway, let me know if that's possible.
I'm really glad everything is going okay with the family. Uncle Dan, I love you so much. I apologize for all the hardships lately. Hopefully you'll get some blessings once I'm actually in the mission field doing something. But I do love you a ton and really could never have made it anywhere near where I am today without your help. I think about you and how on top of everything you are, and how tenacious you are and I honestly wish I could acquire that. I know I'll never be as good of a husband or father as you or even as good of a missionary, but I am willing to give it all that I've got. Thank you so much.
Aunt Stephy, you are the bomb. For real. I think about you being here in the MTC all the time and that really helps me to know that I can make it through everything and just learn a whole bunch. I look up to you and Uncle Dan so much, more than I'll ever be willing to admit, but I am so grateful to have you when all others deserted me. You have helped me get here to where I am and I would not be here if it were not for you. My life would have been so different without your aid and I am so grateful for that.
Austen, Savannah, Dylan, and Reese, you are all the absolute best. I miss you like anything! Yeah, my district is cool and all, but they could never compare to how awesome of a family I have. Not even close. When I come back we are going to have fun. I love each of you so much and I hope that one day you will be where I am because I know that this is the best thing you can ever do.
Life is much bigger than what we do everyday. All that we're doing is so insignificant in the scheme of things. Not that it's not good to have fun or any of that, because that is totally what we need, but just don't be selfish with what you've been blessed with. Share your talents and your friendship with everyone.
I know that there is nowhere else I need to be right now. It's sad to be so far from those that I love, namely you family. I always think of Maddy, too and how difficult it really was to say goodbye to her. It's interesting how you can see who matters most in those moments. I love you family, so much and I'm so happy to have your support because I know that the Lord has need of me in Mexico. He could do it without me, but I want to be there for Him.
Love you a ton,
Elder Wheeler